These two days I have been reading Jonassen's "Learning to Solve Problems with Technology- a Constructivist Perspective". He talked about meaningful learning and how to go about making learning meaningful.
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Arrrrrggggghhhhhh! That's how I feel right now. How come I cannot proceed smoothly with writing out my project paper? It's so frustrating! However, today I feel better than I did 2 days ago. Why? That's because on Wednesday night Nigel picked me up for a yumcha and long talk session. Talking to him always helps to put my perspectives into place. These sessions inspire me no end too. There I was, missing him and wondering when he'll call up and at that moment..... Rrrrriiiiinnnnngggggg. He calls! Lol